What I like is what I can’t,What I have now is what I have but I’m not satisfied.
PART I
Back from my high-school life, I used to think of many things of what I want to be and what I want to have in my life. It was 1st Year High-school since I started to think of many things around me. I started as a responsible secretary of the class. I knew it was my responsibility to write down every details during our meeting. I had also joined many competitions like Essay Writing Contest and of course my favorite, Slogan Writing Contest. I’m very active in both Academic (e.g. Essay Writing, Quiz Bee, Math Quiz Bee etc. ) and Non-Academic (e.g. Badminton Club, Singing, Dancing etc. ) activities.
Anyhow, project making was my favorite part of schooling days. Because of it, I can really enhance my creative skill and creative mind. It has been a lot of years for me to work through it. Arts, paints and everything. During our project making (individual), that’s the time I knew that I really want Art. It has been my Passion. Although it can spend you much money to buy for the materials but however, I really love it. I can evaluate real and true colors. I can match colors. Perhaps, when comes to classroom decoration, everybody depends on me. I am the one who makes classroom pleasing to eyes of each students and teachers as well. But, without the help of others, I can’t make ideas. I can also write a lettering or color a drawing with the use of cray-pas or pastel. Art is life, color is its part.
I also loved essays, although I’m not that good in English. I really want essay. I’m a person who talks less but write more. I write as much as I can. Perhaps, I am not that good in communicating. I really hate myself because of that. When I’m talking to someone higher than me, it makes me nervous and shy. I can’t even look in his eyes while I’m talking to him. It’s just I’m shy.
Years gone by. New technologies had came. Adobes were born. Graphic Designs and Web Designs were illustrated. Perhaps, I found my new hobby. From oil pastels and a piece of paper transformed into computers and with a mouse and gutts. Adobe Photoshop is now my hobby. Playing with it and create new things that Adobe Photoshop can do. It was amazing and it can really help our society professionally and technologically. For me, it was a huge thing that creators ever made. You can do anything with it. Because of that, I’m loving Web Design. Customizing stuffs and changing HTML and css’. It was very hilarious. Not only Adobe Photoshop but also Flash. I really love those things. Without them, my life would be incomplete.
It was then I realized, I’m lovin’ Arts and Designing.
Summer, and we used to apply for schools. I really don’t know what course I want. I’m really suffocating whenever I’m taking test in some prestigious universities here in Philippines. I can’t really make a choice that I want. I used to choose anything that for me is easy. Of course, many people wants a good job and a good future. But, what if you really don’t want the thing you have now and you feel like you are liking something or other things more than this that you wanted to do for your life or for the future of your life? It was crazy and so insane. It was too hard for me to make a decision. I want to learn many things but you can only choose one. Not two or three but only one. Seriously, I don’t know how to bake and cook. I just want to build my own business. But however, as my life goes on, I really realized that I can’t have what I like and what I don’t like is what I can have now. It was too late for me to realize something, something that was really important to me. Thats it, "I want Arts, Design and Publish something with what I have".
But, as a student majoring Culinary Arts, I can make art possible while cooking and baking right? 
PART II
Back again from my high-school life, it was in 2nd year since I’m lovin’ rock and r and b songs. The first rock music that I heard was from Puddle of Mudd, Blurry. It was an Alternative Rock I guess. I also used to love OPM songs and some rock metal songs. I’m not a rocker, I just want to listen to those kind of music. But I’m not a love song hater. I love all genres of music except Jazz and Classic songs.
However, OPM songs that time were a great songs for me. Mojofly, Parokya ni Edgar, Sponge Cola, HALE, Imago, Moonstar 88 and a lot of OPM bands. I’m a singer, so, I can sing their songs.
Back then, 3rd year of highschool life, I’m lovin’ Linkin Park, Blink 182 and a lot of Foreign Bands. Their music and sounds were a lot different from our local bands. They were huge and they rock. Especially, Disturbed, I’m really addicted to their songs and it was a metal rock. As I said, I’m not a rocker. I just loved their songs.
One day, there was a thing that comes into my mind. It was just, I want to build my own band. I want to play guitars like them, I want to know how to use a drum and how to sing out loud like them. I want to know how to project like them.
I also want acoustics, whenever I’m listening to acoustics songs, I feel like I was the one singing, playing with the guitars and feelin’ the beat of the song.
However, dreaming is not bad. It was my dream, to have my own band and to shine like a star someday. hmm.. Not bad?
