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ONE BIG FIGHT!

Ok then, ahaha. So, last Thursday, September 27, 07. Game 2 of the Admu and DLSU’s best of three match for the win to finals.

Actually, I never planned watching UAAP in LIVE action. As in you were there at the big dome watching their fantastic game.

I really want to watch the game if I were with my boyfriend. But, in fact, we did have a misunderstanding that time, that’s why I watched the game all by myself.

However, it was raining and I wanted to buy a ticket. Sayang! Out of stock na yung tickets for upper a and upper b. So, I bought a ticket nlng for pinaka upper side which it costs me for 25php. haha.

Shet, it was raining talaga and super lakas ng wind. So, there, I went inside and boom! Shet, it was crowded. Millions of people kaya ang nandun!! hehe.

Both crews were cheering for their respective teams. Of course, ADMU or DLSU lang naman ang choices.

Me???? AKo?? haha.

Ateneo ako pero nasa side ako ng DLSU. hahaha Funny noh?

You know, if you watch the entire game in TV, you can’t feel the excitement talaga unlike when you are inside the big dome, you can feel the impact talaga eh. You can feel the battle or war between the team. The beat of drums of the both crew made me feel so excited. Sa lakas ng impact, parang you want to shout out loud what you feel and cheer for your choice.

Pero, I was on the DLSU side. haha. Kahit na ATENEO ako. Oh my, yinanig ako ng cheer ng DLSU fans na magcheer din for them. In the entire game, I was cheering for DLSU. haha. Lol!! Yeah, na carried away ako kasi super intense ng war. haha.

But then, of course, I wasn’t there alone but with Andrea Nepomuceno(my Enderun classmate). Nice noh? She was there to watch the game ( of course, yun lng naman tlga yung reason eh ). haha ^_^

Pero, walang sayang, enjoy ako while watching the game!

Nung una, akala ko talaga mananalo na DLSU over Ateneo. 1st quarter lamang ang DLSU, nung 2nd Quarter lamang pa din DLSU, and nung 3rd La Salle ulit. Pero nung 4th quarter, wahh. Nag roll out ah. haha. The ADMU won over DLSU. Nice!!!

Pero, you know, parang I felt sad when they won. Even though I love Ateneo, I still go for DLSU. Oh well, I still love Ateneo. haha ^^ Wala lng

I saw the players, I saw the cheerers. They were great! Sobra!

I saw the poster saying "Beat Ateneo Animo La Salle". Ewan ha, yan ba talga? haha.

Pero in fairnesses. Shocking tlaga ang game. ^^

The big dome, crowded talaga. As in makikita mo lang, GREEN and BLUE. Wuhoo! Saya saya! hehehe..

Thanks Andrea and Joshua ( her bf ) for being there. Without you guys, cguro I was cheering all alone, walang kausap. hahaha ….

Ayan, sa Sunday nalang ulit!

See yah there!

Go ADMU and DLSU! Ayan para patas!! ehehe ^_^

Sometimes, we thought of things that
you should let go of him if you really
love that person. However, it is
realistic if you fight for a person
you really love, no matter what
happened, no matter what hindrances
are, you’ll still go for him.

In fact, sometimes, we should accept
certain things you can’t change. But
if you believe that there’s another
chance for the both of you, keep
believing, pray and try to change for
him. Don’t lose hope if you can.

And I,

I keep on believing that there’s one
more chance between the both of us!

It’s because, I love him, more than I
ever wanted! More than everything to
me!

Lord, please, give me hope. Give us
hope and chance to love one another
again!

I really love him, so much!!!!!!

As in, much much! ^^

I’m really hoping for the both of us!

So, you were thinking why am I writing about Ateneo? Oh well. From my highschool days, I’m referring to my 4th year highschool days. I really wanted to be an Atenean. Even in UAAP, I still want Ateneo to rule and everything. And also, I want to meet my beloved bestfriend there. ^_^

After the match between La Salle and Ateneo last Tuesday. I can’t get enough of Ateneo! Ateneo! Ateneo! Whoo. Shocks! But, the players were so mobile, both crew. While watching it, we’re in the lounge screaming each one of us their respective choice of crew. The last quarter was very astonishing, thinking if Ateneo would win over La Salle. Until the last few seconds brought it to La Salle to win the game.

Oh well, papel. We’re talking about Ateneo not the game. Preferably, my Ateneo Entrance Test Days. Actually, this journal inspires me of Ms. Chinita (one of the Ateneo Dreamer and now a Junior La Salle Student), thank you very mucho! ^^

I can’t think of ideas describing how painful the test was. I just want to break a silence that the test was extremely EXCRUCIATING!

De facto (in reality), there were a lot of things running through my mind while I was taking the test.

While I was conscious of answering the Math Proficiency Test, I told to myself "Gosh! Mag Miriam nalang talaga ako or UST. Hay."

Then finally, I buttoned up the test already and I’d almost predict some of the questions there.

After that, Logical Reasoning and Reading Comprehension! Ayayay! Oh Em Gee!

While answering the last part of the orange paper "Yes! I’m almost done! Thank the heaven’s above. Matatpos na ang woe ko! Geesh! Tapos may Numerical Ability pa! What the tae! XD"

After the ACET, I sigh and said to myself. Goodbye Ateneo. This was my first and last chance to enter the campus. Goodbye bestfriend, I’ll see you again soon. Goodbye!

ATENEO •••>> A - TE - NE - Yo ;

— dream school of many just like me and Ms. Chinita >_<
— shade of white and blue
— my future in Japanese Studies and Informative Arts, shattered by ACET
— Future that I”ll never be able to see..
— A-rarara, T-rarara, E-ra, N-ra,E-rarara.. O-oooo

It’s obvious! I’m still bitter about the ACET. I’m thinking if "Is there anyway I can pass or just get into Ateneo? Oh gosh! I don’t even think I can pass into any school at all! Hays. if ever, I can still pass in DLSU, Miriam or UST." Dang! It was a hardship days for me searching for schools suit for me. ^^

It’s true what Ms. Chinita said, "The ACET will most likely consume what’s left of you. Turn your brain into the consistency of water and just plain make you insane."

So there, well. I didn’t passed the ACET. God must have a good reason for it. He must! As for me.

For me, I’ll enjoy my Atenean heart, because for me we all know. I might soon bid my Ateneo Dreams. I will still be loyal in Ateneo! haha.

Adios!

PART I

Back from my high-school life, I used to think of many things of what I want to be and what I want to have in my life. It was 1st Year High-school since I started to think of many things around me. I started as a responsible secretary of the class. I knew it was my responsibility to write down every details during our meeting. I had also joined many competitions like Essay Writing Contest and of course my favorite, Slogan Writing Contest. I’m very active in both Academic (e.g. Essay Writing, Quiz Bee, Math Quiz Bee etc. ) and Non-Academic (e.g. Badminton Club, Singing, Dancing etc. ) activities.

Anyhow, project making was my favorite part of schooling days. Because of it, I can really enhance my creative skill and creative mind. It has been a lot of years for me to work through it. Arts, paints and everything. During our project making (individual), that’s the time I knew that I really want Art. It has been my Passion. Although it can spend you much money to buy for the materials but however, I really love it. I can evaluate real and true colors. I can match colors. Perhaps, when comes to classroom decoration, everybody depends on me. I am the one who makes classroom pleasing to eyes of each students and teachers as well. But, without the help of others, I can’t make ideas. I can also write a lettering or color a drawing with the use of cray-pas or pastel. Art is life, color is its part.

I also loved essays, although I’m not that good in English. I really want essay. I’m a person who talks less but write more. I write as much as I can. Perhaps, I am not that good in communicating. I really hate myself because of that. When I’m talking to someone higher than me, it makes me nervous and shy. I can’t even look in his eyes while I’m talking to him. It’s just I’m shy.

Years gone by. New technologies had came. Adobes were born. Graphic Designs and Web Designs were illustrated. Perhaps, I found my new hobby. From oil pastels and a piece of paper transformed into computers and with a mouse and gutts. Adobe Photoshop is now my hobby. Playing with it and create new things that Adobe Photoshop can do. It was amazing and it can really help our society professionally and technologically. For me, it was a huge thing that creators ever made. You can do anything with it. Because of that, I’m loving Web Design. Customizing stuffs and changing HTML and css’. It was very hilarious. Not only Adobe Photoshop but also Flash. I really love those things. Without them, my life would be incomplete.

It was then I realized, I’m lovin’ Arts and Designing.

Summer, and we used to apply for schools. I really don’t know what course I want. I’m really suffocating whenever I’m taking test in some prestigious universities here in Philippines. I can’t really make a choice that I want. I used to choose anything that for me is easy. Of course, many people wants a good job and a good future. But, what if you really don’t want the thing you have now and you feel like you are liking something or other things more than this that you wanted to do for your life or for the future of your life? It was crazy and so insane. It was too hard for me to make a decision. I want to learn many things but you can only choose one. Not two or three but only one. Seriously, I don’t know how to bake and cook. I just want to build my own business. But however, as my life goes on, I really realized that I can’t have what I like and what I don’t like is what I can have now. It was too late for me to realize something, something that was really important to me. Thats it, "I want Arts, Design and Publish something with what I have".

But, as a student majoring Culinary Arts, I can make art possible while cooking and baking right?

PART II

Back again from my high-school life, it was in 2nd year since I’m lovin’ rock and r and b songs. The first rock music that I heard was from Puddle of Mudd, Blurry. It was an Alternative Rock I guess. I also used to love OPM songs and some rock metal songs. I’m not a rocker, I just want to listen to those kind of music. But I’m not a love song hater. I love all genres of music except Jazz and Classic songs.

However, OPM songs that time were a great songs for me. Mojofly, Parokya ni Edgar, Sponge Cola, HALE, Imago, Moonstar 88 and a lot of OPM bands. I’m a singer, so, I can sing their songs.

Back then, 3rd year of highschool life, I’m lovin’ Linkin Park, Blink 182 and a lot of Foreign Bands. Their music and sounds were a lot different from our local bands. They were huge and they rock. Especially, Disturbed, I’m really addicted to their songs and it was a metal rock. As I said, I’m not a rocker. I just loved their songs.

One day, there was a thing that comes into my mind. It was just, I want to build my own band. I want to play guitars like them, I want to know how to use a drum and how to sing out loud like them. I want to know how to project like them.

I also want acoustics, whenever I’m listening to acoustics songs, I feel like I was the one singing, playing with the guitars and feelin’ the beat of the song.

However, dreaming is not bad. It was my dream, to have my own band and to shine like a star someday. hmm.. Not bad?

What comes into your mind when you to talk about Arts, Fashions, Designs, Colors, Sketch, Drawing, Color , Web Designing, Fine Arts , Architecture, Interior Designing , Industrial Designing, Painting? Of course, ARTS.

Art is a huge thing for me. Of course, everything under it was very wide. Stuffs like Fashion Designing, oh I love it. I love Fashion, I love buying things related to styles, fashion even though it was expensive. haha. oh well, when we say style, it does not vary whether the thing is expensive or not. It’s all about your ability to style your ownself. You can style things in your own way without making a hole in your pocket. It’s just simple be creative.

Drawing, Sketching, Coloring? What makes an artwork perfect? of course, colors and sketches! oh haha! Great isn’t it? I use color pastel when I want to color a drawing. I love blending colors. You know, Pink and Lavender? , Orange and Yellow Orange? , Green and Yellow Green, Blue and Sky Blue? .. haha. Oh yeah, love those things.  Sketching an anime face. Sketching a cartoon character. It was so fun.

What else? Web Designing! Oh this is my favorite thing to do. Multiply pages, love to customize staffs to make it catchy to people who are viewing my page. Friendster as well, love blending colors, blending the background , font styles and etc. haha. Oh my Goodness, I can’t live without doing those things even an hour of the day. hehe.

Interior Designing or designing the inside of the house. I love to design staffs, I love to imagine things and create them with my creative mind. You know, simple but elegant. Simple but nice. hehe.

I wonder why I am liking arts. I love it because its my passion. I love it because it reflects me as who I am as a person. Colors makes my life complete. haha. Well, I thank God for having those talents. You know, talents in Arts. I hope maybe someday, I will be the best Web designer or even a fashion designer or even an Architect or a successful Interior Designer blah blah. haha. So many dreams, and I’m hoping that someday, I will take all of these and successfully reach my dreams. hehe.

Oh , and don’t forget. Creativity and having originality are the best policies.

Hahaha! Oh my Goodness! I’m craving for Mc Donald’s. I love it super. Before, I didn’t like Mc Donald’s that much. Always talaga akong Jollibee. haha. I hated Mc Donald’s before and I don’t know why I hate it. Tapos after all, ngayon lagi nalang ako nag Drive-thru sa Mcdo before and after the class. Oh my gulay! kakaadik super ! hehehe.

I’m craving for Mc Donald’s Coke Float. Err, I really like its lovely taste and the sweetness of sundae on top of it. haha. Hndi siya kakaumay para sakin, kakaumay lang yung coke kc minsan di ko malasahan ung sundae tlga. lol. hahaha.

I’m also craving for Mc Donald’s Fries, although mas crispy yung sa Jollibee. ahaha. Lol ano ba?!.. nakakagutom naman. Grrr….

Tapos, isama mo pa ng Sundae Caramel Ice cream, gee ano ba? Magkakadiabetes ako nito. amf.! haha. pero super sweet and yummy siya, nakakainis! I can’t stop thinking of sundae caramel ice cream. shet XD haha.

Basta I love it! The best!  wuhoo! teka, tatawag lang ako sa mcdo. 24 hours naman delivery nila eh. haha lolx. Food trip lng